Today is like wow. I started the second Korean class today and I pwomise to do better... I really want to actually cuz of my really hopefuly gonna turn out plans of going to Korea in August. After talking with a friend who remains nameless to protect the identity, I realize how much San Jose feels like a coffin, or rather my life in general. I mean are most ppl content with the same o'l routine Every DAY?!?! not me! I've had tons of jobs, love gettng addrenalin rushes off my motorcycle but haven't found where to plug in yet. Some part of me doesn't fit in here and wants out, is screaming to get out?!? Anybody feel me?
When I was in China, or Korea, or Japan for that matter I felt alive, on fire. It's a bug/virus. I regret, truly regret not writing down exactly how i felt after my trip in China, maybe i put it down in a paper diary somewhere or electronically, dont remember exactly. All I know is I wanna ignite that same fire that seems to have burned down WAY too much. I call it suffocation. Granted life can't be a constant roller coaster but I try to turn mine into that. You only live once! Got that?! More later...Gotta be faithful to write this thing....
Japan : 日本 : なつ (Summer) '05
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It's definitely never to late to start anything. Just allot an hour a day to this and your moments of fire will never die.
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