I got a bug

So i'm talking to a friend, and I got a bug! I got
an itch I can't scratch so to speak. After you travel
and bust your freakin' bubble open you'll see a whole
new plane, and you CAN"T go back....NOooooo way. Frustrating
thing is...guess what!??! You reallllllly cant find
people like yourself up on those higher planes.
Not at all boasting when i say this stuff, its just that
you'r eyes are opened BEYOND going back. For me
its like I NEED a mentor, someone to give me a mass
blood transfusion!! Where are the people

Anybody out there feel me? What am I supposed to do???

The best relationship between a guy and girl is one where
both ppl push each other to realize their full potential.
If you aren't with that kinda person then lemme break it
to ya...you're wasting ur time. Don't get me wrong, I've been
there done that lived in a bubble and watched it pop, all
that. After awhile you just realize, its boring! You need
that push from someone to make you better! LIFE is all about
growth, if you're not growing mentally, pushing your boundaries
then you're pushing up daisies folks. You gotta LEARN something
new. For me its languages. I've studied Korean, Japanese, and
Mandarin and its my LIFE. Languages are like a blood transfusion
into my life. I can't stop because its what gives me life. This
is how I feel, this is how I think. It's a process of evolution
in one direction FORWARD, feel me? If you think like this or wanna
talk add me on msn > eclansky@hotmail.com. Well its like my insides
are busting, I'm glad I keep this log to record how I feel cuz
right now If i didnt write I'd EXPLODE!!!! I'm sitting here
feeling something I can't control....I want out!! I wanna meet
peopel that feel like I do...HELLOOO WHERE ARE THEY?????
Is everybody in san Jose content to just work and do the same
hamster routine over and over?????? NOT ME!!! bust that bubble people!
All this must sound like crazy talk but this is me....more later.